The Graph of Life
The Graph of Life They say is life is full of ups and downs. And it’s true too. Sometimes life is at an ecstatic A level. Then it might sink down to a miserable level C. Most of the time though, we spend our lives floating in the normal B range - neither too happy, nor too sad. It’s a little different for me. My graph looks somewhat like this: It’s like someone has stamped on all the peaks. The whole thing sinks down a few notches, and it’s just impossible for emotions to go beyond a level (A#). It’s not like there isn’t any happiness, but you never hit euphoria. Most of your time is spent trying to run away from the horrifying depths of grief, and staying at that crucial level of sanity. As few weeks back, I thought I was close to acceptance and moving on. The numbness was beginning to fade and everything seemed less unbelievable than a month ago. Then one night, while trawling the net, something caught my eye. “Bolton Wanderers player Fabr